Stay or leave ?

Seriously I got no idea to stay or to leave!!

I got confirmation letter after working a month in the new office. Yes I'm really thankful for what I have now but after seeing so many people leave the company I really worried about my job..

Totally don't understand what they want us to do.. when you are free watch show is the only way to killed time but when you are busy don't bother to eat lunch ! I went through both and I'm kinda used to jot having lunch but ask me seat there do nothing just watch show this is my very first time and I kinda feel weird..

Planning for my holiday on March 2018 and caculate the amount I'm going to spend over there is killing my brain cells and hurting my eye read up lots of information and think about what I have to do.. solo trip wasn't easy!!

Urgh!! I lost my voice for 6 days wtf and I'm super irritated by it I don't want to see doctor cause I don't want eat antibiotics and they only give me lozenges ( which I can get at Watson,7-11,cheers or supermarket) why would I spend this money  ?? So I'm drinking tons of herbal tea now which helps but slow !!

I'm going meet my ex colleague this Thurs. Gonna let her laugh at me cause of  my horse voice hahaha. Anyway I don't even know if I can meet her or not, month ago she ask me why I only wish my shifu happy birthday and I didn't wish my ex ( so called ex) eh twin brother so I wish the want who I'm close with la! So called ex don't need my wishes he is the want who say that we are stranger so I just do what he wish for he got lots of people wishes him don't need me 多我一个不多少我一个不少 don't need wasted my time on him..

He saw me he also act as stranger only my shifu and his girlfriend  say hi to me so no point waste my time right.. He heard what they say about me   on the birthday celebration i guess cause i asled my ex colleague to pass message so they say I lose weight and  look very different from last time! Really! thank you I will lose more weight and be more beautiful! ( motivation for losing weight and beautiful)

Although i lost my  important friend which I'm sad about it but life still carry on with or without that friend.

Thank you for being there for me when I need you and good luck to you !!

I'm leading a happy life now I have my goals to achieve and I'm going to work hard for I'm no longer the girl who dreams about everything I'm starting a fresh and I'm going to do this myself

Those who look down on me before I'm going to show you I can do it. Stay tune ! I'm going to let you know I can do it and better then you !!

Thank you for hurting me and I learn my lesson !!

Thank you thank you thank you !

You motivated me a lot !