January update

First I wanna say this...

Don't think you work longer then me know more then me you can blah blah blah me... hello I know what you mean when you explain my mistake. Who don't make mistake ? Everyone does and yes when you make mistake you won't notice till someone pointed out... you make miss take too I got say anything human error system error is normal. Just say once will do and shut your fucking mouth up. Thanks.
I don't care how old you are older then me younger then me please just tell me once that's it don't need nag... super irritating!!

Okays. Back to my update..
Seriously this month kinda not my month or should I say not my year. . Fml I fell down few weeks back my leg got a blue black which is still visible although the colour has fade away...

I love my hair colour now... 3 colour and is dame expensive $200+ for it.!

Purple blue highlight and plum for main.. I love how it change colour.. under sunlight 3 colour can be seen. Then slowly only see the blue highlights or purple highlight the Base colour will turn black.. hahaha. I love it... worth my money.. but if the Base is grey maybe will look better alright now got to think what colour I can add to this.. Pink ? Red? Rose gold ?? Well.. see my mood. OK I was warn not to cut my hair again lol see how it goes I might cut shorter then this... 😜

Okays CNY coming the year of rooster bye monkey you make me had a bad year. Good year never last long so.. bye then. Hey rooster welcome please make this year better for me and make me happy smile more scold cry worry less... 

I cancel my holiday trips as things not so smooth now... Well let's see how it goes slowly I still have many months ahead.. 

Oh ya. I hate people talk about their upcoming  trips and I'm not bad mouthing your trips.. please you keep on talked non stop you have enough time you think you though have enough time but I tell you NO YOU DON'T that place you going is dame big place to place is few hours you think you have enough time to me not really as I been there and I know how big the city was and how far you got to walk.. well.. you try it on your trip then good luck. Bring umbralla as it will rain and sunny oh ya jacket can bring but not really cold so dont be too happy you can enjoy 60% of coldness or more... 

Plans in my mind.. 

• Go overseas on May 2017 . 

1. Taiwan 

2. BKK

3. Hong Kong

4. Bali 

5. Island .. I wanna see the beach and sea.. 

• Driving licence 

Dame you so hard to study!! 

● Loss more weight 

I have been eating this month.. and I was warn not to gain any weight.. I better loss more because I had been through so much and came this far.. Not gonna go back to the past.. 

If you ask me about my relationship.. let it be. Let the fate come to me then. I shall stop searching.... 

GUYS PLEASE READ THIS ABOUT ME. 

If you love me then please! 

○ Love me for who I'm. 

○Tolerate all my shit temper be 

it good or bad.

○ I can cook /bake.. its edited ok I won't make you go diarrhoea after eating my food. 😒 

○ Cheer me up when I'm down. Fully support me on my decision if I make a wrong want guide me to the right want.

○ Surprise me? Pick me up after work without tell me bring me to place without asking me where to go.. 

○ Be my best friend and listen to my rant..

○ Be gentleman.  (Don't be so irritating ask girls to go home themselves or pay for their meal. At least send them home or go for a meal in a place you can effortable don't need go atas place ) 

○Let's go  travel. To place I never been before and place I wanted to go.. 

For me I love flowers but  I don't need flowers all time or need you to celebrate V days what months anniversary ect. All you need to do is celebrat birthdays and the years we are together I hate celebrate it  month.. 

Guys. Stop tell me what type of girls you looking for cause words from your mouth and your heart is fucking different.. unmatch.. please don't go around cheat girls feeling.. 

Once you wanna break off or no longer interested in that person .. please move away and let a person whom better then you enter..

 leave and go don't come back look for me or tell me how good Im... if I'm good why you left me.. rubbish... 

End of update. Rant finish.  Dame shiock.. hahaha.. this is me. I'm cold outside crazy after you know me..

I have a fucking bad temper I can be flame up easilly and you will be burn alive. 

I won't let you know how you died I can say words from me is like billion needle pocking and cutting your flash

 I bomb you and turn you into air you left without bone or ash.. you are vanish 

I can be as sweet as honey and you will be the bee. I can be as fierces as a tiger/lion to attack you. I can be as cold as ice as hot as volcano. 

Good or bad?  sweet or unsweetened 

Your choice. 

Wanna control me.. not easy. Unless you know th trick. .

Okays bye. 

End of update.

Xoxo 

Lin. 

Not in mood

Well I don't know why I just not in mood everything to me is MEH! I DON'T LIKE IT'S SO SICKENING! IT'S ANNOYING !! GET LOST !! FUCK YOU!!

Just don't know why I just don't wish to answer anything hear anything.. I find that whatever they talk to me I'm just not intreasted and then yes something I find that their voice is dame annoying..

I wish I could mute them up like how we mute 🔇 our phone our video /shows

I dislike answering question now like what's the point answer your question whereby you have your answer and options  or my answer is nothing. . Not my problem why just I answer. ??

I can say that I don't wish to talk to anyone now. My friends I do talk but hey talk cock is nothung to me as they are doing the same things... talk to my family member ?? Oh well STFU I got nothing to say whatever I say sound so wrong.. I must well zip and turn silence I don't wanna talk about it cause they just don't know what I trying to say...

Is it my problem or theirs??? Talk to them I will died cause they are not even listening and what for I say so much end up quarrel and give face.. I ZIP my mouth is the best way...

I'm happy with myself. I don't own anyone an explanation my world my rules..

Cleaning house time .. CNY coming so clean here and there ok to me THROW AWAY EVERYTHING AS IT'S USELESS!! THROW AWAY !!!!   My most easy way to clean my room.. quick and easy super simple. .

Okay. . I wish I can move out from this house to stay alone I never try it before I think I must do it....

 BUT ~~~

 PLEASE LET ME TRAVEL ALONE IN 2017 I wanna explore places when I still have energy... don't stop me don't tell me I can't do this or that alone.. after all I got mouth to talk / ask and I know how to think... travel while I can when Im young...

Ok
I had a fall on Monday at work and I don't know why my left leg has bruised now and eveny right tights too.

 And the ever next day Tuesday while I was styling my hair I got burn by the hair strightner wtf I scald my hand... Im not sleepy at all...

Super unlucky... Now it's like the beginning of 2017 and I fall down and then scald my hand what next just today while posting letter my hand got clip by the post box wtf... middle finger.. pain.

While who cares for me but myself...

Anyway.

I have like tons of things to finish this few weeks and I'm like WHATEVER!! I DON'T CARE... MY HAIR MY FACE is imortant to me plus my work....

Thank you I'm still breathing !!

I don't care what's happening around me now. Not my problem I don't give a FUCK!!
Just remember don't care about others as no one does the same way to you....

Cheers.
Lin
xoxo

3rd day in 2017

First day of primary 1. Time files. He is all grown up. Remember the first day of N2 he was so shy and dislike wearing school uniform only wiling to wear after few months .. this time he is so happy to wear this uniform to school.  

He woke up dame early to prepare himself.. God bless me I will be taking him to school every morning... 

I have to sleep early too?? Kinda hard leh.. feels like I'm the want going school instead of him why must I wake up so early to school..... i haven been school after I graduated like... N Year's ago excuse me I'm only  turning 25 this year ! Wtf I sound so old now... hais. .. 

Be cheerful as always don't scare of anything... Be brave ok! BIG BOY ALREADY !! 

* lucky he never sob in school if not I laugh non stop* 

 Cause big boy going school his mummy prepare him bento. So his ah yi  (auntie) me got a share too and I got to cook the egg myself. The rest was prepare by my sis... hahaha .. more to come he every day bring food I everyday got food.. save money !!

Okays. BACK TO MYSELF.  

Yes I chop off my semi long hair on the very first day on 2017.. 1 January.  

Don't bother to think about how it looks just chop it off.. I don't care as it will grow back.. Now I got to think of the colour of my hair.. CNY coming so it's a good time to get new hairstyle and colour. I had been changing hair style before Cny so it's like no big deal.. 

But this time I give everyone in office a shock..they ask me what happen why suddenly cut till so short .. ok  find... just you know for new look that's all... anyway  this is the very first time I cut my hair will so short till my neck length... few months back  i cut till callor bone area while  Im having a long hair... okays short hair suits me too so no worries only thing is I need to blow my hair everyday. .

Okays.. I have to go bed now. Cause I'm heading to school to know is my nephew class..   I am a working adult ok school is out of topic I will fall asleep in class 

Cheers 

Lin 

xoxo