Lucky ? Lucky not ?

Fml my voice not yet back !! Almost 1 week seriously whatever I can do I already do drink tons of herbal tea and water but still not fully recover !!

I'm dame tired please return me my voice I promise I will zip my mouth whenever I can. Stop talking so much cause non of my business !!!

Back to main office to do work I hate going there cause I got to see boss face and listen his wonderful music scolding people non stop I hate that office I want to go second office I can enjoy myself there read my novel and listen to the radio of my choice..

This week 5 days keep on go there do the job that I have to do. Anyway just do it then I can do it

I almost sprain my left leg ankle again this time round I'm lucky enough nothing happen toe really must pray and I'm lucky I had been wearing the amulet this few weeks and it keeps me away from many things like today if  not wearing I think I will end up crying in pain due to my carelessness. Thank you thank you thank you I will pray more and be thankful everyday !!

Let recover ya!! I need my voice back I hate the current voice! My  mum gad been getting lots of herbal tea for me to drink in order for me to recover . Lessons learn never ever eat fried food when your throat is in pain if not hahaha have to pay for the it. Voiceless !!

I'm meeting people coming Thursday and Fri please let me recover I promise I won't talk so much like gossiping. Listen will do no comment even though I say something is just to make them  know I did listen.  (people had been telling me lots of things I have to keep myself make myself so busy I really don't know what to do)

有人說我是开心果 跟我聊天后烦恼会消失
但是没有人知道 我烦恼的时候不可以跟任何一个人說!!  😦

Stay or leave ?

Seriously I got no idea to stay or to leave!!

I got confirmation letter after working a month in the new office. Yes I'm really thankful for what I have now but after seeing so many people leave the company I really worried about my job..

Totally don't understand what they want us to do.. when you are free watch show is the only way to killed time but when you are busy don't bother to eat lunch ! I went through both and I'm kinda used to jot having lunch but ask me seat there do nothing just watch show this is my very first time and I kinda feel weird..

Planning for my holiday on March 2018 and caculate the amount I'm going to spend over there is killing my brain cells and hurting my eye read up lots of information and think about what I have to do.. solo trip wasn't easy!!

Urgh!! I lost my voice for 6 days wtf and I'm super irritated by it I don't want to see doctor cause I don't want eat antibiotics and they only give me lozenges ( which I can get at Watson,7-11,cheers or supermarket) why would I spend this money  ?? So I'm drinking tons of herbal tea now which helps but slow !!

I'm going meet my ex colleague this Thurs. Gonna let her laugh at me cause of  my horse voice hahaha. Anyway I don't even know if I can meet her or not, month ago she ask me why I only wish my shifu happy birthday and I didn't wish my ex ( so called ex) eh twin brother so I wish the want who I'm close with la! So called ex don't need my wishes he is the want who say that we are stranger so I just do what he wish for he got lots of people wishes him don't need me 多我一个不多少我一个不少 don't need wasted my time on him..

He saw me he also act as stranger only my shifu and his girlfriend  say hi to me so no point waste my time right.. He heard what they say about me   on the birthday celebration i guess cause i asled my ex colleague to pass message so they say I lose weight and  look very different from last time! Really! thank you I will lose more weight and be more beautiful! ( motivation for losing weight and beautiful)

Although i lost my  important friend which I'm sad about it but life still carry on with or without that friend.

Thank you for being there for me when I need you and good luck to you !!

I'm leading a happy life now I have my goals to achieve and I'm going to work hard for I'm no longer the girl who dreams about everything I'm starting a fresh and I'm going to do this myself

Those who look down on me before I'm going to show you I can do it. Stay tune ! I'm going to let you know I can do it and better then you !!

Thank you for hurting me and I learn my lesson !!

Thank you thank you thank you !

You motivated me a lot !